In this past few days, I have discovered an interesting fact,
some people will act as a good boy when he came to a strange place,
but somehow there was someone who like to act as a bad boy.
When we first come to a totally different place or class, we will feel insecurity
and we have no idea how to communicate to the others,
so people who have the feelings like this will choose to be silent or to be a person who like to show many emotions and pattern to everyone,
they just have an only purpose,
which is attract others' concentration.
I found a group of people like this in my new class, but the people I care about is a guy who seem like not good at all and lazy.
Day by day, I discovered that this was a misunderstanding.
He means special to me, what i thought about him was wrong, he is a good guy.
I observed that he do things clearly and serious.
He have some music talent like playing guitar and ukelele,
perhaps there still have some...
That's why I appreciate him and have some good feelings on him.
My cornea will turn into him inadvertently every period everyday,
is this a good situation for me? I'm not sure about that.
What I know is, I think I should take more initiative to grab my happiness.
