I will never get used to it

I feel like I'm having a suck life now...

Life without purpose

Life without knowing what's going to happen

Life without doing the right things

Maybe that's the time I begin to drown 

Drown in my dramas, movies, foods

Drama is my only and favorite entertainment ever

Why do I so obsess about it?

Drama is all about stories of the others

We watch others' life because we don't have one

Why don't we create a whole new life ourselves ?

We can create what we want 

what can bring us happiness

We should stop chasing others story but create a meaningful life ourselves

No one can help us with anything but ourselves

this is not just an old saying but a god advice for those who are not giving the real effort to their life

Life isn't as easy as we seen, it is also not as complicated as we think

We just need to keep moving on until we reach our path

FOLLOW YOUR HEART

your heart will lead u to do anything 

Follow your mind

no one can really control you, remember that

Learn as more as you can 

that's because we don't know what other is capable of 

People are hiding their talent to protect themselves and as a weapon in their future

Why Don't We create weapon for ourselves?

We can be a better person once we know our destiny

That's what I keep telling myself

So you should star dreaming in order to get a good life like the others.

a Good Drinker or a Good Smoker?

Which one do you prefer the most? a Good Drinker or a Good Smoker?
For me, nor good drinker neither good smoker I like.
If it's necessary need to choose one,  Good drinker is better than a good smoker.
If it's possible, I won't let any smoke appear in my life.
Since we're living in an environment which fulfils with smokes
they're dangerous and poison 

they're not good for our health
It is good to ignore it, reject it rather than accept it and living with it
it's ok sometimes we confuse to accept anything or not
it's ok to have our own choices 
it's ok if you really want or it's necessary for you to smoke
In my opinion, I'm just thinking that We should choose what really good for us
We don't like when somebody controls our life or keep giving any unuseful suggestions
Because we know what's we really need.
In this condition, I don't think those smoker or drinker are thinking straight of what are they doing.
They might just be confused... hesitated... lonely
They might just need something to distract them from unhappiness,sadness, and sorrow
They might just need something to heal...
Before we do something, Ask yourself : Is It necessary? 

I like Lee Jong Suk <3
He is tall, handsome, white, generous and kind.
He is always my favourite type of man who I wanted to be with
since he has a bad habit of smoke, as A smoker hater, it makes me hesitate.
Maybe If he can change, I will chase him no matter what it takes.
Saranghae.

How did I end up?

How did I end up the story?
This is what you've been asking all the time...
Life- Is a non-end story
If we end it up like just a normal story
We might get stress out or unhappy
because you're not satisfied with your own life
In drama or movies, There are a lot of stories that won't happen on the earth
People created it for thrilling for fun for their own good.
People always create what they will not be able to do or to have
in order to create a little good  imagination how a good life will be
In that kind of love story or thrilling story...people are not going in a smooth way too
That's because people want to let audience know that
We can have a good and successful life once we go through a difficult way
or you can say an uneasy path
that's happening  to everyone because that is so-called LIFE
I hate life
but that's because I yet haven't try
I want to know whether we can just sit there and do nothing and get what I one
I turn out that I'm going to fail in this path that I created on myself
The truth is If One hasn't tried, we will not know what's in front of us
so
as a normal girl
I dreamed of becoming an unordinary girl
I believed I AM SOMEBODY
yes
I believed I will success
Because I know
one day everyone will just regret what they had done to me
One  day I- WILL- PROVE IT

Hope you enjoy ur life

Hopefully, everyone has their own scenario about their future life. 
It's totally good when one have those thoughts in own mind, really. 
We all may have no idea what'll going on tomorrow, maybe we get a car crashed, 
an earthquake, attend a wedding dinner, drinking a glass of wine, 
fall in love with someone, 
who knows? We all just have one great and same purpose on life, 
that's survive and live happily with our important soul mate or even family.
 We do not have much time to think about what are we exactly going to do the next, 
but however we do know how to complete our days with the greatest feelings. 
We may not share the same religions, same characters, same wealthy or healthy, 
we can have same attitude in our life. Be positive. Be enthusiastic. Be optimistic. 
Become the one who you want to be! 
That's the most important part in the future and for now! 
Don't wait until the last day, minute, or second. 
No one will just wait there and be with you whenever you want to. 
Your family, your friends will not be able to be with you the whole life, 
because when the end of the day come, 
everything will just simply disappear secretly without announcing, you know it right? 
I bet you knew it. Hang in there.
 In every ten seconds, there may have someone suffering over the world. 
Everyone's enduring their own burdens whether it's how big or small. 
Don't be afraid of the lonely way. 
The reason is everyone walk through this way to success,
 of course, it's the only way.